Walking in aisle of memory lane,
Those peaceful times with zero pain.
How I wish I was the same single woman,
Feels like I am shot down by a bloody gun.
Falling in love was out of my life's syllabus,
I abided by it without a fuss.
Tired of justifying that I really was single,
Erasing the only word in my dictionary - 'Mingle'.
Contradicting and breaking my beliefs and ethics,
I fell in love and emotions were a mix,
'Twas the best miracle that ever happened to me,
Life was never so full of glee.
Today I look back at every single blow,
I can feel my heart beat getting slow.
For the dedication and love this was my gift,
From the dark present to the peaceful past, I needed to drift.
"Amma" was the first word, I uttered after birth,
You've known me since before I crash landed mother earth.
Mom is the most precious gift a child could possess
Since childhood you've always been my only graceful Goddess!
You look so young, despite your age,
You're so kind and pure like the sage-
Words fall short to describe what you are to me
With you around my life is filled with over-pouring Glee.
With your love, care and heartfelt blessings,
I strived for perfection with your guidance.
You've been my friend, mentor and more,
When I’m hurt, your words were the best cure.
Oh my Mom, I am lucky and I love you a lot
You mean so much to me and what not!
All I pray to God is to keep you Happy and Healthy
Your well-being is what makes me most Wealthy.
A very happy Birthday Amma!!!
Love was the word that stood best in my dictionary,
For my persona it was something absolutely contrary!
I loved myself too much to even think of someone else,
What a surprise - I found myself in a beautiful mess.
Life never seemed so perfect and in place,
We were meant to be like Satin and Lace.
It's true like the saying,'Falling in love is an accident'
In my aura you were the mesmerising scent.
'Live your life to the fullest' was what I believed in,
'It just got better' I told to myself, with a grin,
As days passed by I lost myself to you,
Three years done! Yet everything seems afresh and new!
To dream of us living life together forever,
Wow! We'd be like Volcanoes and tremors!
You words 'Will you marry me?' still lingers in my ear
It's a 'Yes' baby! I always want you near!
I miss you more than words can say,
I love you unconditionally come what may,
Until every strand of my hair turns grey,
Not a moment passes without your thoughts in a day.
Whatever the season be - summer or spring,
Without you around, all I feel are jitters,
Me and you together it can't get any better -
We are made for each other like bread and butter.
We might argue or make love at night,
We communicate and celebrate after every fight
Love keeps us going though it was at first sight,
In my darkness you are the only light.
Our blend is as perfect as I'm tequila and you're lime,
Me and you - two bodies, one soul, perfectly fine.
It sure proves, our marriage was made in heaven,
It's because of your love I'm always on cloud nine.
I sit here at my desk sipping hot coffee,
Thinking if I'd ink my 'love biography'
Missing the good times spent with him for hours,
I am already drenched in solitary showers.
Life was at its best speed when we weren't so busy,
Lost in planning out the future and things that made me fussy!
Cuddling and holding hands were nothing less than 'nirvana',
Responsibilities and monotonous routine were now the sad phenomena.
Whenever I am idle, I long to be with him-
Keeping myself busy with yoga or gym,
However hard I try, I cannot get over his thoughts!
His absence pushes me into darkness, my heart tangled in knots.
All that I do is shed tears profusely,
With his void in my world I’ve become so timid.
My heart and soul feel like an empty shell
My only hope that keeps me grounded is 'all that starts well ends well'!