Too late!

"Life has its ups and downs... There are times in life that touch the edges or peaks 

testing your threshold... 

Like the saying - 'Sometimes it takes sadness to know happiness, noise to appreciate

 silence and absence to value presence.' 

Just like that, I needed an awakening! With time, learning becomes a habit with 

every painful experience... Lessons that teach your threshold; when it's too late 

and time to let go... "

I knew the world around me changed, it did!

But never even thought that my world ever could!

In my garden of roses I forgot there existed thorns

They were poisonous weeds and I mistook for ferns.

    Controlled myself to throw a smile like I was fine,

    Hid my tears to make sure my eyes did shine,

    Told my heart to forget the scratches it did bear,

    Forced my mind to stop the thoughts it had shared.

In my temple of love I feared to discover demons,

I could feel it all trapped in the suffocating dungeons,

Pain and anxiety peaked my blood pressure,

I fell so deep, impossible to measure.

    Was my last birth full of sins that I had made?

    For being unable to retrieve myself from the darkest of shades?

    Can't you see my bloody tears and hear my sad mourn?

    Too late! into infinite pieces my soul is torn!