All that 'starts' well 'ends' well

"However hard it gets when you miss someone you love, however much it kills

to be a lonely soul, living with the ray of hope that everything is not permanent is

not easy to console yourself with! 

I was a total kid without him around, but when I remembered my granny's words -

'all that starts well ends well' I felt relieved as it holds good for everything in life..."

I sit here at my desk sipping hot coffee,

Thinking if I'd ink my 'love biography'

Missing the good times spent with him for hours,

I am already drenched in solitary showers.

     Life was at its best speed when we weren't so busy,

     Lost in planning out the future and things that made me fussy!

    Cuddling and holding hands were nothing less than 'nirvana',

    Responsibilities and monotonous routine were now the sad phenomena.

Whenever I am idle, I long to be with him-

Keeping myself busy with yoga or gym,

However hard I try, I cannot get over his thoughts!

His absence pushes me into darkness, my heart tangled in knots.

    All that I do is shed tears profusely,

    With his void in my world I’ve become so timid.

    My heart and soul feel like an empty shell

    My only hope that keeps me grounded is 'all that starts well ends well'!

Trauma and pain

"There are times in life when all you see is trauma and pain.

Life is not a bed full of roses nor thorns. "

A person doesn't die when his soul drifts apart,

Death encounters when a person loses heart -

Broken, shattered, let down with an unstable mental state,

It is the kingdom of sadness that leads to a screwed fate.

      When you’re not at fault, yet you get all the blame,

      Living life any further starts to seem quite lame,

      Life becomes a journey filled with trauma and pain

      Dreams, desires and confidence just happen to drain.

Tears roll down like monsoon rains until it dries,

Everything seems like a failure, despite a hundred tries!

Colourless world, charmless life it’s just melancholy around

Nothing seems to be more peaceful than a burial ground.

      Being torn into two halves, both filled with grief,

      Giving up is the only option like a lost thief-

      Life is like a ship with storms, just too full of frail,

      But remember - "it is always a happy note, that ends every tale!"

I'm yours

"Sometimes it's good to ink emotions especially when love is in the air...

It's a great feeling to be among loved ones... I really love to be loved!

Who doesn't???"

I’m so full of your love in me,

This was how I wanted it to be,

More than myself, I think of you,

It’s so overwhelming, it’s so new.

      The moment I saw you on your knees

      You looked like a prince, believe me please!

      Your words, your looks, your wonderful smile,

      Let me be mesmerised in your world for a while!

It’s like I lived my whole life with you,

To have you with me, I’m lucky among the few.

The togetherness and the feeling of being secure,

Your absence, your silence I just can’t endure!

      I’m so used to you and only you I can see,

      Blindfolded in your charms, I’d love to be!

      I’m blessed to be ‘the one’, to be all yours!

      I promise to be your only one and the future is all ours!